Zell Dincht

02:40 am: So I finally got my mission though it wasn’t that big of a thing and it didn’t seem that the fiends were anywhere near as hard as they used to be. Not that they were hard otherwise......well some of them were. I guess training a lot the last couple years is really paying off, I feel like I can take over the world *jogs in place while throwing a few practice punches feeling the energy of finally getting out*. We are pretty much finished with this mission and are heading back to Balamb.....great back to boring life only fighting in the training center. Who knows though, maybe there will be more missions and since we completed this one so quick maybe they’ll send us out on more of them, though all the mission seem to be .....little. Well I better get back to work, I guess the sooner we get back to Balamb the sooner we’ll hear if there is any new information on Squall and Rinoa and the rest of the events happening. Plus the new Seeds are normally trained around this time of year so I figured at least there will be something out of the ordinary going on, and new faces to see, and I guess after that its back to boring......

12:20 pm: What do you do, when there is nothing to do.
Wow, boredom really kills me. I was in the training center all day yesterday just to get some fighting action and to test my skills, I’d have to say it a lot better working in a team then by yourself, at least you know some if behind your back it you need help, NOT that I need help with MY skills. Squall disappeared a few years ago, he left to seek out Seifer, since he believes that Rinoas’ disappearance is his doing. I didn’t know he was leaving I would have seen if he wanted my help, the loner he is though I doubt he would have accepted. I’d do anything to get out in battle with those fiends out there again, but I don’t have any reason to go out there, nothing to fight for, at least not now…